Ashley R.

well well well

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 16:07:53 GMT

Ok lets see...what's going in my life....well not a whole lot has changed. I'm still working a lot, every Thursday, Friday and Sat for sure. I wish I could go do stuff : ( School sucks. When will it end???? I put my app in to ISU last week and am waiting for a reply. Lari's accepted and if I don't get accepted...well then that's going to cause a major problem in the whole living together situation. soooo yea. but I'm really not worried. I was a good girl and put my app in early, so they will like me. lol I'm choosing to stay single for awhile. My birthday is Wednesday!! I'll be 20...and I can't believe it. I feel old. I'm busy as all get out. I want to run away for a week. Forget school and just go, wherever I want and do whatever I want. be crazy and unscheduled for once. I'm listening to Dizmas right now and it's really what I need...they're so freakin good. Since they're harder I have to be in the mood. Well...my life is not that different than before. but thought id share what has happened...not that much.

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 13:33:47 GMT

I have not updated in foooorrrvveeerr!! Myspace sees a lot of my updates. But....lets see where I left off...I dont' remember, but...school sucks. I hate it. I HATE SCHOOL!! I can't WAIT till I'm done completely! This whole transfer thing is a major headache and nothing but frusterations. I'm looking into ISU, business administration. Me and Lari will room together. It will be fun. getting there is half the battle. the other half is completing 2 years. I just want to start my life. For those of you who think..nooo, college is the best time of your life, to grow and what not, and besides...you're so young and have the rest of your life to settle down...NO! i want it NOW! I don't care about school, I could care less. Being married and having kids and starting my real life is what i want. BUT....2 more years..here i come. I have to suck it up, b/c I'm not going anywhere besides the classroom. On a different note, Nick and I broke up. About a month ago. The first day of school actually. I thought it would be harder the 2nd time, but actually it was easier. I know it was from God, b/c that was the first time i was EVER that decisive about something. I knew it had to end. and i was ok with it! on a lighter note....I starte dating someone else. You may think, geesh, she takes no time, that was fast...yea you're right, that was fast. but...this person is different. we've liked each other for like 5 years..so really...it's not that fast. It just took us forever to start something. the way he makes me feel is so...indescribable. something that i know i don't want to lose.

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 03:40:34 GMT

Stone C. was offfff the hoooook last night! Man was it fun! I hadn't been in awhile. I polishd glasses and silverware like a made woman at work to get out as early as I could. I had to go by myself cause everyone was already there, but i still had a great time. I'm so glad lari and cars decided to go, and brittney and of course...seanie poo. stayed till like 1:15, left, walking to the car, liquid dreams comes on...sean knows what this means...its a huge deal, that dance is like....freakin a man! and we missed it! 3 min to early. maybe next time. work was so slow this weekend. that time of year again. i went shopping with my mom today, got some good stuff. nick and i broke up this past week. it's hard, but i know it's the right thing. i love my friends, so much, so much so much. it makes me sad we can't be together more often. im exhausted. my legs hurt at work and i had cramps, and i felt like poo. i only got 5 hours of sleep last night. and been on my feet all day. i'm jealous of all these people talking about college and stuff. i wanna go! spoon doesn't offer the reeaaalll college experience. oh well, next year. goodnight kids

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 19:52:37 GMT

I really hope to go to Stone this weekend. I haven't gone in a million years! and i really want to go! I do work, but hopefully I'll get off soon enough to boogie the night away. This Saturday I have family pics with this awesome photographer my family's trying out. She's done some really amazing work and my mom is super excited for it. Then I have a wedding I can't make it to b/c of dumb work and also....b/c of dumb work I may not get to go to the pageant...the pageant in which my cousin and best friend are in. I really don't think work will be busy...since most everyone goes to the pageant. I already missed Mr. LIttle Giant b/c of work, and he won, I'm not missing this! nobody go to the palm sat. i WILL kill you. it's hot out. and i need a tan. but i hate sitting and tanning. so i washed my car. actually...a little rub down was all she needed, so i was out like 15 min....not much of tan..... Nick was here alllll weekend and it was wonderful! Celebrated his birthday and Michae's birthday. I love him so much. i really want to do something, im so stinkin bored. i am ready for school to start.

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 15:52:35 GMT

GRRR I HATE COMPUTERS!!! Well THAT was a waste of time!! Where'd all my BOLD GO!!?? stupid technology. I quit.

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 15:51:11 GMT

Bold The Ones You Have Done Before

smoked a cigarette
smoked a cigar
madeout with a girl
madeout with a boy
crashed a friend's car
been in love

been dumped
shoplifted
been fired
been in a fist fight
snuck out of my parent's house
had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
been arrested
made out with a stranger
gone on a blind date
lied to a friend
had a crush on a teacher
been to Europe
skipped school
slept with a co-worker
seen someone die
had a crush on one of your LJ friends
been to Canada
been to Mexico
been on a plane
thrown up in a bar
purposely set a part of myself on fire
eaten Sushi
been snowboarding- broke my dang wrist!
met someone in person from LJ(not that i didnt already know)
been moshing at a concert
been in an abusive relationship(verbal)
taken painkillers
love someone or miss someone right now
understand
laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
made a snow angel
had a tea party
flown a kite
built a sand castle
gone puddle jumping
played dress up
jumped into a pile of leaves
gone sledding
cheated while playing a game
been lonely
fallen asleep at work/school
used a fake id
watched the sunset
felt an earthquake
touched a snake
slept beneath the stars
been tickled-
been robbed

been misunderstood
petted a reindeer/goat
won a contest
run a red light
been suspended from school
been in a car accident –small fender bender
had braces
felt like an outcast
eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
had deja vu
danced in the moonlight
hated the way you look
witnessed a crime
pole danced-just being stupid
questioned your heart-UUHHH YEA!
been obsessed with post-it notes
squished barefoot through the mud
been lost
been to the opposite side of the country
swam in the ocean
felt like dying
cried yourself to sleep
played cops and robbers
recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
sung karaoke
paid for a meal with only coins
done something you told yourself you wouldn't
made prank phone calls
laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
caught a snowflake on your tongue
danced in the rain
written a letter to Santa Claus
been kissed under a mistletoe
watched the sun rise with someone you care about
blown bubbles
made a bonfire on the beach
crashed a party
gone rollerskating
had a wish come true
humped a monkey
worn pearls
jumped off a bridge
screamed penis in class
ate dog/cat food
told a complete stranger you loved them
kissed a mirror
sang in the shower
have a little black dress
had a dream that you married someone
glued your hand to something
got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
kissed a fish
worn the opposite sexes clothes
been a cheerleader
sat on a roof top
screamed at the top of your lungs
done a one-handed cartwheel
talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
stayed up all night
didn’t take a shower for a week
pick and ate an apple right off the tree
climbed a tree
had a tree house
are scared to watch scary movies
believe in ghosts
have more then 30 pairs of shoes
worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
gone streaking
played ding-dong-ditch
played chicken
been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
been told you're hot by a complete stranger
broken a bone
been easily amused
caught a fish then ate it
made porn
caught a butterfly
laughed so hard you cried
cried so hard you laughed
mooned/flashed someone
had someone moon/flash you
cheated on a test
have a Britney Spears CD
forgotten someone’s name-ALLLL THE TIME!
slept naked
French braided someone’s hair
gone skinny dippin in a pool
been threatened to be kicked out of your house
been kicked out your house

an update

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 22:09:25 GMT

So I am updating now. Friday: Stone with Lari and Sean. It was a BLAST!! had a grrreat time with them! Saturday: Worked. It was kinda sorta busy. Nothing to bad. Sunday: Went to Iowa to see Nick. Had a great time. It was so nice to be together for the WHOLE day! I wish i could see him more often. Today: Went swimming. It was hot, so it was nice. Things to come I cannot wait for: Cornerstone!!! yeeayah! Vacation with the fam. back to good ol' Branson. And SEMP!!! very mooey excited! random road trips to places. goooood stuff.

tweedle dee and tweedle dum

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 20:14:28 GMT

Whooo weeee.....sooo i haven't updated in fooorever. I've been taking an interim art class, intro to art, for 3 weeks straight, 3 hours a day. I am actually enjoying it very much. It is over in 2 days. Then my summer can really start. Lets see...good things that have happened recently. A few weeks ago some peeps and myself roadtripped to Indiana to see the Pillar Tour again, the same one we brought to Canton for RockStock. We hung out with them for like 2 hours after the show, they are all aweeeesooomme. I went to St. Louis with the same peeps to see a cardinals game, at which they lost. went to the zoo. ate some food. waited at an icecream place that literally had about 100 people waiting outside! Agape festival rocked my socks. Star Wars was just as good the 2nd time. Weddings are everywhere! Today is Nick and I's 7 month anniversary. awwww. i've had some hannams. i've had some sno shack. i have not gone shopping. i need to go shopping. i work this weekend. i think. most likely. I'm broke. i need money. Cornerstone is in a month!!!!!!!!! then back to Branson. then to Chicago for SEMP. and wherever else i feel like going to with lari.

Sun, 08 May 2005 08:11:16 GMT

Yeaayaaah!! Agape Festival 2005!!! boy did IT rock my socks!!! wow it was fun, and for all the didn't go, you miiisseeedd ouuuttt!! big time!! make up for it and go to c-stone, an even bigggggeerr version of agape. im tired bye

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 04:06:51 GMT

Wow, that was fun. The previous entry I just wrote about myspace. I enjoyed that. But really...no one is on line, and myspace isn't working for real, I'm bored! I have nothing to do. Well...I guess I could go to bed. But I'm not really tired. I could add more to the hardest paper I've ever written. But I dont' want to. I have a busy weekend ahead of me. Possible visit to Farmer City tomorrow with Nick over a serious family issue, hang out with Lari and others at the Christian Center, lets bowl it up!! maybe hit stone afterwards, not sure. or steak n'shake, whhooo knows. watch the ggma sat morning, go to peoria and celebrate Nick and I's 6 month anniversary, dress up all 80's style, and go to the chief's game with spoon, watch fireworks, how cool! I am excited! well anywho...im done now. lates

the worst has happened!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 04:03:20 GMT

Hmm...myspace isn't working....what should i do!? really....i mean...it's not working! this is so bad...oh my goodness...i think im going to die!

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 04:54:40 GMT

So Im into that Myspace thing, don't really know how it works yet, I guess I'll just keep playing with it. So yeea....

annnnnnd it's over- 6 months in the making

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 16:24:48 GMT

ROCKSTOCK - Big Success SOOO Sleepy. Got to bed at 2 am. Been working since 9:30 a.m. Physically drained. Late for class. Didn't care. My 2 classes were pointless. Shouldn't have gone. Need more sleep. TOO much homework. Need to get on it. NOW! dang. Thank you to all who went and/or helped out with Rockstock. It COULD NOT HAVE BEEN DONE WITHOUT YOU!!! we thank you a million times!!! Hope everyone enjoyed the show.

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 02:13:26 GMT

Ooook I am at school at 9 at night. I am at a fake soup kitchen for the 24 hours of homelessness. ANnnnnnnd doing nothing. Nothing at all. Except playing on the computer and looking up everything possible. Nick came to see me today, aahhh, he grilled out for the family, it was yummy, then we met Lari at shake shack and ate icecream before we came here to waste our night. grrrr...i have so much homework I could be doing, but noooo. i have nothing to say. im just bored. sooo umm....go to Rockstock, drive safely, eat your vegetables, flush the toilet, put your clean laundry away, annnnd uhhhh buy a Mr. Potato Head. they're fun. latas all

FOR THOSE ABOUT TO ROCK

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 22:18:47 GMT

Hmmmmmm....what's new....oh yea...ROCKSTOCK IS IN 10 DAYS!!!! I hope you will all be there. Buy your tickets now, buy them at the door...I DON'T CARE, JUST GO!!! It's going to be so awesome, the sweetest thing in Canton since....you think about it, and see what you comes up. Hardly ever does anything this sweet or famous come to Canton, the Doors were the last thing. And that while a whhhillle ago. COME TO ROCKSTOCK, APRIL 24 SUNDAY DOORS OPEN 6 CONCERT 7 WRISTBANDS $10 ADVANCE $15 AT DOOR MORE INFO GO TO www.geocities.com/srcrockstock

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 05:18:11 GMT

OOHHHHH April, all the things that are inhabiting this month seem to be taking forever to get here. I'm bored!! Let's get on with it!! Rockstock is in 13 days and i caaan not wait!! I am getting so excited for it!! It's going to be so awesome! God has really been working, it's going to turn out better than we ever thought! Downside, my wonderful boyfriend has like..mmm...3-4-5 tests every week for like the next 2 months! Chiropractic school isn't goof off time, it's serious, when you study, you STUDY! so who knows how long it will be before we see each other. I realized that our whole relationship, it hasn't even been like everyone else's, like all you who see each other every day, have classes together, we saw each other maaybe twice a week, if that, and now it's even less seldom, so i don't know what's it's like to see him every single day, but i do know that we are making it just fine and i don't doubt our relationship, i know for sure it will handle the distance, it's just hard, i miss him : ( On a lighter note, I'm stoked that my SEMP friend, Ben from CHicago is coming to rockstock, bringing some friends with him, so it'll be good to see him again. Well, i need sleep.

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 01:04:03 GMT

good news....................my checkbook balanced. woot woot

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 04:57:46 GMT

I still have like an hour left of this day, so..HAPPY EASTER everyone!!!! I hope you all had a wonderful day, b/c it IS A WONDERFUL DAY!! the sun was out, the weather was nice, Jesus rose from the dead, all those years ago, it's all good. Church was amazing yet again, i mean from last night, we did the same cantata thing, and it's so moving, i cried. Nick had an extended weekend, so Friday he came over and went to the chiro with me, i feel sooooo much better, then had easter dinner at the farm, yay. He came again today with us to church and then to the other grents for a 2nd dinner. We went to Wallace and swang on the swings, which we are both getting to big for, our hips just don't fit anymore. took a long walk, talked about stuff, it was nice. got chilly though. We came back home and had pizza and the fam watched The Recruit. I really liked it, i thought it was so good. yay for school tomorrow, not, i hate school, i want it over. alllll over. it will be soon. ROCKSTOCK IS IN LIKE 3 WEEKS OR SOMETHING!!! YOUD ALL BETTER BE GOING!!

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 04:27:07 GMT

Today was nice. Class started back up today, it was alright. I have a test Wednesday though.mmmmmmm....worryment. Nick stopped here on his way back to Davenport, so I got to be with him all afternoon. We went to .....TACO BELL!! mmmm steak quesadilla, yet...so questionable. Of course stopped off to purchase an oreo candy bar shake with choc icecream from hannams, mmm mm mmm. Took a nap, washed our cars, played some guitar, then he went home, sad, ate supper with the fam, went to Walmart and K-mart with my mommy, I spent friggn $80!!! I didn't think K-mart had such cute stuff, but I found a lot of stuff, yea...I'm going to go broke. I'm totally drunk with lots of money and I'm spending it like mad!!!! I've GOT TO STOP!! I have to, cause i have to buy my cornerstone ticket!! yay for c-stone! Nick is coming back on Friday, for a family easter dinner at the farm, then again on sunday for another family dinner. I won't work at all this week, alright, a break for me, but i want to next week, I'll need more cash for sure by then. well....i have to go and finish a paper for tomorrow. i can't seem to get to it, i've had over a week!

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 05:08:24 GMT

Sheesh been forever since I've updated. Let me see, Carly and Jessica went to Panama Beach, so I am left working the restaurant. TOTALLY OK!! I have made so much money it's crazy! and I have handled it so well too! I can totally do this. Last Friday, me Lari, Ellyn, Tyler went to Stone and met Peter, Derek, Jordan P and Adrien S there, it was lotso fun, then everyone decided they wanted steakn'shake, soooo needless to say, I didn't get home till 3 in the am. I was super tired and my legs were killllling me from dancing in friggin huge boots all night. Spring break started this week. Tuesday I went to Davenport to see my baby. Wednesday me and lari went shopping, now THAT was fun!! Spent way to much money, but would so go again, like tomorrow. Today had a Rockstock meeting, getting things figured out, such a nice day, scootered with larissa, walked to alice ingersoll, went to dairy dream. Tomorrow I get to write a paper and start a book, how fun huh?? and work and work adn work and work and work thrown in there. Saturday Nick is coming to see me, excitement. I had to miss Mr. Little Giant cause I stinkin had to work, I'm so bad, I felt so bad! I went out afterwards with him bryan, aimee and katie for pizza. I missed Michael's jazz concert when i went to davenport, I missed my g-rents anniversary party cause i was working, yea....I've failed as a sister and grandaughter. can not wait till this year is over. i hate school. the month of april is going to bite me in the butt. i won't be able to breath. i need to learn how to breath. and hopefully everything will be fiiiiine.

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 05:10:12 GMT

ROLLLLLLIN IN THE BIG DOUGH!!!! yea baby. I worked last night and tonight, didn't make much in tips, it's slow, but Carly and Jessica are leaving next week for Florida so its ALLL ME!! kinda scary though. I work next: Wed, Thurs, Fri, Sat, Wed, Thurs, Fri, and I had better get that Sat off!!! I will be oh so rich, but oh so friggin tired! Just working the past two nights....my LEGS ARE KILLING ME! I haven't worked in the past two weeks, and my workout routine got flushed, so I haven't done much physical activity, so needless to say, I AM SORE!! how sad??!! So tomorrow morning I gotta get up mooey early, go to church, and after that I'm taking off to Davenport, Iowa to see my baby. Help him move in, get settled, a bunch of his friends and parents went with him today and stayed the night, so we'll all be going out to eat, it'll be fun!! PRAY I DON'T GET LOST! OH MY GOSH! i will totally, i have no sense of direction. i'll let you know how it turns out. latas all.

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 00:53:22 GMT

So I'm so flippin busy I'm goin to go crazy! This past weekend was fun! Friday we and Lars took off for Canton, MO to see our most wonderful friend Cars. It was a good time.. WEEP FOR ME!! MY CHILDREN, MY COUNTRY!! OHHHH THE SORROW>..CURSE YOU GODS!!!! Greek tradegies.....mmmm......'nuff said. Soooo got pulled over on the way home, no joke, traveled about 10 min...and the lights came on. wooops. but its oooook!! No ticket! whew. Then that night I went to bloomington to nick's surprise goign away party. oh its sad, i cried on the way home. Rockstock meeting tonight, and the season finale of the BACHELORETTE!! AHHH!!!! i'm so excited!! she's so picking jerry. PEOPLE< GO TO ROCKSTOCK!! Set your dates, and go to it!! polllllllease! and i have to go potty now. bye!

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 05:48:30 GMT

Well...my V-Day. Class this morning, but wasn't so bad. One class was held in the cafeteria while eating breakfast...how sweet??? Then came home did some things around the house as usual then started on my online class homework. It took FOREVER!! I didn't even have it finished by the time i had to go to work and I had been working on it for well over an hour. So work was alright. made like $71 in tippies. Got to take home strawberry and vanilla layered icecream cake. yum. finished my stupid homework which i thought i lost but no worries!! I FOUND IT!! I am very very excited for tomorrow. After class, I'm taking off for Bloomington, NIck has a present for me, which i can not wait to see what it is. We're going out somewhere and he thought itd be fun to dress up, which it will be, cause no one ever does that anymore, at least i don't. I got him a PINK SHIRT!!! I soo talked him into it. HE was like no way, but i love pink on guys. It looks really good on him too. So my valentine for today was most definately Larissa. She burned me a cd of a foreign exchange student playing the piano, Oliver, (this was 5 years ago) It was so sweet and unbelievable that Josh had it the whole time!! so now i need to finish a paper then go sweepie. nighers and happy vday to y'all.

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 06:10:56 GMT

Everyone's journal entries lately have been depressing! I know it's not their fault, it's just sad to read. I don't like seeing everyone upset. I know....It's the weather. When the sun isn't shining, everyone's in a poopy mood. Don't fret, things will be better. SO this week is crazy. I actually had homework tonight. I wrote a paper. yay. we are having class on monday in the cafeteria over breakfast. sweet huh. i love college. im sick of typing though, i just typed a huge paper, noo more!!!

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 18:09:08 GMT

AAA WHOOO HOOOO!!!!! I'm soooooo happy right now!! I FINALLY know what i want to do with the rest of my life. well...as of now at least. Retail Mangaement!! how fun!! ultimately my dream would be to own my own line of clothes, but i don't know how hard it is to acheive that. So if not, then just being a buyer for a big time company would be juuuust fine. I spent the whole day with Nick yesterday, it was very fun. We watched Meet Joe Black, which i had never seen till then. We went to P-town, to grand prairie....reallllly cool, in the rain!!! how romantic huh?? not so much. went to cheddars mainly to have the Cookie Monster...seroiusly....those things are like my most favoritest. seroiusly. ohhhhhh my. so i only had one class today. lasted for an hour. hahahahah and I'M DONE!! but i have a lot to do. rough draft on civil disobedience, yeesh, finish a book for an exam tomorrow, run errands, Josh Brown wants me to go to farmington's senior night game tonight. then after that is a rockstock meeting. YEAYAH< ROCK ON!! MOSH PIT FOR JESUS!!!!! wooooot!!